A Saturday Afternoon

On a Saturday afternoon, I sit silently in my bedroom on the soft white carpet. I wiggle my toes between the fibers as I listen carefully to the rain as it lightly pings on my roof. I slowly begin to gaze out my bay window down at the beauty that surrounds me. The vibrant forest and the sounds of the rain ease my mind as I watch the rainwater flow down the street.  And I can’t help but feel at peace, at peace with myself and with the world. The sounds surrounding me aren’t filled with worry or fear. Instead, they possess a sign of extraordinary courage, courage so powerful, so great. Because the thunder never seems to mind who it disturbs. Instead, the thunder bangs and roars at whatever volume it deems necessary, no matter the cost to those affected. I envy that kind of freedom; to move about life being whatever one wants and not worrying about the social ramifications.

As my mind wanders, I stare into the distance at the tall daunting trees in the distance. They are filled with a quiet restlessness. I can hear them whisper in the wind, calling out to me.  Their vibrant leaves hold the secrets of the past that will one day be told to the next generation. How will these secrets be revealed, you ask? Through their sounds, because if you listen carefully to the rustling of the leaves, they bare all the secrets one could ever hope to learn. The key is to listen, truly listen to the things that surround us, instead of filling our minds with clutter. Perhaps only then will we find the peace we so desperately search for in this world.

 

The Reflection

Mirrors, don’t reflect
Instead, they project
What we want the world to see
But we hide our true selves
Mirrors are fake reflections of us
Because what mirrors don’t reflect
Is who we are inside

 

As I Float

The water droplets form upon my skin as I lay in silence. I allow the waves to carry my body in any direction. I don’t care where. As I float on my back, I gaze into the majestic clear sky. I watch as the bird’s swoosh and dip in zig-zag motions above my head, but I can’t hear them. The water that fills my ears has silenced the world around me. All the violence, screams, and anxiety are quiet, as my ears fill with nothing but the sounds of the swishing water ripples. The water carries me down a path that I am unfamiliar with, but I don’t feel afraid. I feel excited to go where I have never gone before.

As my body floats adrift, I watch the birds overhead. They seem so free, so happy, like nothing I have ever seen. And sometimes I wonder what it’s like to be free. To be able to fly to any destination without care. To leave a life behind and begin anew, but I suppose we have that option too.

Mask

I wear a mask
So, people can never see the real me
I wear a mask
So, people cannot hurt me
But who am I?
I’ve been in the dark all this time,
Because of my fear of being seen
But the time has come to leave my fear
And become the woman I know I can be
And show you the person I’ve always hidden underneath

The Queen

There once was a queen who sat upon her throne
She was high and mighty, yet all alone
She ruled her kingdom with venom and malice
She thought that way nobody would steal her palace
She was secretly hated by all
As every one of her people anxiously awaited her downfall
Her kingdom was riddled with famine and poverty
While she sat in her castle surrounded by all her commodities
Even though she had everything within her grasp,
She still felt empty inside
Because she spent her time all alone
Until one day, one of her most loyal servants asked why she treated everyone so poorly
And she replied this was the only way she had ever known
And the servant replied you don’t have to be so nasty to keep your throne
You don’t have to live this life all alone
The next day the queen died, and the kingdom rejoiced
And she lost her choice
To live life, she had always wanted to
For now, she is stuck, and no one ever knew
Who she truly was
Because she hid behind her mask
Of hate and deceit, of malice and venom
So, she could keep her throne
I hope it was worth it for her do die all alone

The Woman

There is an old woman who lives by the sea
She was once reckless and wild
Yet tender as can be
Her beauty is fading
As her youth is fleeting
But she doesn’t care
Because she remains waiting,
For her husband who was once lost at sea
He was gentle and kind
And the best man for she
He was the love of her life
And she will spend the rest of her years
Being his wife
For she is the old woman who lives by the sea
As beautiful and humble and loyal as can be

My Skin

I’ll shed my skin
and let the world see
The person I’ve been hiding
The real, honest, true me
I’ll muster up some courage
Because I’ve been in the dark
But the time has come
To step into the light
And let my true self, shine bright